the house wins
i fold.
i deserve my mister darcy and i have decided to settle for nothing less. my life needs to be about making me happy. i don’t need to spend my days thinking about someone else’s happiness.
he is leading me on and i am sick of the game. you either love me or you don’t. you either want me or you don’t. i make you happy or i can’t. i am not playing anymore. this isn’t a game of chicken.
when you find your soulmate, they won’t need any convincing. i guess this one, despite all the hope, just wasn’t it.
i’ll find him.
